Week 7 has been most challenging!!  So many adversities surfacing. I know when I am on the path for good, this happens, but to be honest, this week has challenged me to my core!! I’m grateful for the MasterKey experience as the compass and focus has pulled me back into truth.

My week started out good with an appointment except everything went wrong with the appointment, preparation and the appointment. No cell service, computer downloads not working and the appointment itself went in a negative area from the investigator.  As the week went on, she kept texting me with so much negative information about her, her family, life, etc. that it started affecting me. I remember reading in the Seven Day Mental Diet, “Of, course, it will be very helpful if you can take steps to avoid meeting during this week anyone who seems particularly likely to arouse the devil in you.”  The negative thoughts were beginning to consume my thoughts to the point I was feeling negative in my world. In my mind, I kept thinking the word “LOVE” but I was still struggling. I made a service on my service card that had been impossible to achieve. I was running behind getting my poster completed. I usually make good food choices and this week the Sugar Bomber was even there!! I even didn’t accept a compliment with “thank you.” My visualization exercises were not working. I wonder why?  How could I focus on something positive when I was feeling so negative? Then I remembered Mark’s words that he so passionately stated, “START OVER.” 

START OVER – Today I begin a new life and I will greet this day with love in my heart. In my soul, searching, thoughts came to me of how to change my service so I am successful. Who was I listening to? The world without or my world within when I created this service?  It was an impossible achievement setting myself up for failure just as the negative self talk was taking over all my positive efforts for the last 6 weeks. START OVER!!  Today I make my service achievable. I set my self up for success. I have the POWER from within. I will pray and meditate with each reading three times daily. My inner compass knows more than the world without!  The focus has returned to me. I can achieve when I stay on the course with my compass. I did visualize the picture of the compass that was posted on the MK website.  I could see this compass in my mind. Not every detail but enough that it guided me back to positive forward thinking learning to love myself for my failures as well as my success. “I will welcome obstacles for they are my challenge.” “But how will I react to the actions of others?  With Love.  For just as love is my weapon to open the hearts of men, love is also my shield to repulse the arrows of hate and the spears of anger. Adversity and discouragement will beat against my new shield and become as the softest of rains.” I did leave this beyond discouraged woman with the thoughts of “Peace and Love.”

As I was reading my scroll, “And most of all I will love myself”, I realized what I was doing to myself.  STOP IT!!  START OVER!!  FOCUS. Yes, the COMPASS, the magnetized pointer.  Magnetized, magnets attach to magnets. What was I attracting? What we FOCUS on we will receive. My reading was linking and creating the POWER to overcome week 7.  See it clear.  Focus and let the magnetic power bring love as I give love, more light as I give light until I can visualize more and more, and in more complete detail and, as the details begin to unfold the ways and means for bringing it into manifestation will develop. As the details begin to unfold the ways and means for manifestation – this must be the key to why it is so hard for me to visualize the details. Details are extremely important for the way and the means for manifestation!! I will keep my concentration on the thoughts that idealize and create and find the details. Making them clear, concise and attainable and realize the perfectionist in me needs to allow myself to endure and have courage to develop the power of concentration, visualization and to develop the kind of Faith that is the “Substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen,” instead of thinking I have to do it all myself!! I need patience with myself. So on to week 8. Stay the course! PecorelliPower holding to the compass and love, not just for others but love for myself!  When I look in the mirror and into my eyes, which I do every day as I use a magnifying mirror to put on my eye make up, I truly will feel “I love myself as I look into my soul through my eyes, not just say the words. FEEL – With EN-THU-SI-ASM!!!!

“I will greet this day with love in my heart.” As I read these words today, it seems there came many challenges testing love. I’m grateful for repetition as I didn’t learn much from reading the new scroll the first time.  I was tested by a three year old granddaughter.  She’s cute, adorable and vary smart, and I love her with all my heart, but today and many other days she doesn’t want to wear clothes.  It was raining and colder outside, but no amount of reasoning was changing her mind to put on clothes.  Wouldn’t be a problem if we didn’t have to take the five year old sister to kindergarten.  So, I put on her one of my hoodies, zipped it up and carried her to the vehicle. After dropping her sister off,  I asked her if I took her to her house and she could pick out her clothes, would she put on clothes?  She said she would. So off we went!!  Once at her house, she didn’t like any of her clothes.  They hurt.  They were too tight, etc.  After about an hour, I said, “Grandma needs to go home and check on Great-Grandma.”  If you want to come naked, that’s up to you.  She did have panties on! “We can’t go get a treat if you don’t have clothes on!” I said, “It’s cold outside and it’s been raining.” Didn’t change the fact that clothes were not going on, so she started out the door. About midway in the driveway, she started crying, “I’m cold, carry me!”  I responded, “I can’t carry you, I’m carrying your clothes and shoes!”  Those blue eyes starring at me, cute little face with tears streaming down her cheeks, shivering and as she stood there crying, my heart was crying for her. I wanted to pick her up and carry her to the vehicle.  (Tough Love??!!) I just opened the door and she hurried to get in the vehicle and asked if I would put her top on as she was cold, which I did. At least a top was on!

Reading the scroll again, “In silence and to myself I will address him (her) and say I Love You. Thought spoken in silence these words will shine in my eyes, un-wrinkle my brow, bring a smile to my lips, and echo in my voice; and his (her) heart will be opened.”  I wonder what would have happened if in my mind, I would have just kept saying “I Love You?” The influence of the mind can be exerted upon any part of the body, causing the elimination of any undesirable effect.  Could this have worked on a three year old? I will definitely try as I’m sure there will be another time to practice and practice makes perfect.

Thinking about love, many years ago as I stopped at a stop sign, I was filled with an overwhelming love like an arrow from Cupid was shot and love filled my whole body and I heard the words, “You are a Child of God.” I can still see that stop sign and me sitting there wondering what had just happened? The depth of this feeling of love throughout my whole body, I have not experienced since.  So I asked myself, “Why did I have this experience?”  As experiences have come into my life, I needed to know this truth and I’m grateful for this experience.  #14 in lesson 6: This then is the “Temple of the living God” and the individual “I” is given control and upon this understanding of the mechanism which is within his control will the result depend.” We definitely have untapped power. This I know. When I sit at the piano, I feel I can play a masterpiece. I can play but I’ve never had piano lessons, but I feel I can perform like playing in a symphony! Maybe I could if I gave it the attention instead of just playing for my enjoyment. I am the creator and playing a masterpiece is in my thoughts. What will I create in music, my life, my masterpiece?  On to PecorelliPower creating with love.

Week 5 has been an interesting week learning more about the power of the subconscious and that it can and will solve any problem for us if we know how to direct it. Let me give you a little background about my 92 year old Mother that lives with me to illustrate the power of the subconscious. The first time I brought her to live with me, she was 80 years old and at that time diagnosed with Alzheimer’s.  I was told to put her in a care center as she would never function normally nor be social again.  Not to expect it.  I work with a nutrition company and the doctor told me nutrition played a huge part in this disease so I fed my Mother a lot of synergistically balanced Epigenetic nutrition.  In three months, she returned to her home and lived there and took care of my my sister that had downs syndrome for over ten years. After my sister passed away, my grieving Mother wasn’t doing very well. Forgetting to take care of herself. I again brought her to live with me at age 90. At times, the physical therapist works with her training her muscles to learn habits so the habits will manifest themselves.  Does this sound familiar? “Good habits are the key to all success.” So if her mind isn’t remembering everything, the “good habit” has been created and SUCCESS!!  When the act becomes easy through constant repetition it becomes a pleasure to perform and if it is a pleasure to perform, it is my Mother’s nature to perform it often.

Having a conversation with my daughter telling her about my cards and forming “good habits,” she suggested that I write my Mother a card.  Why didn’t I think of this?  My Mother reads everything. Brilliant idea!! She will get side tracked and not go into the bathroom as often as she should, so I wrote on a card for her, “I go to the bathroom at 2:00 p.m.” and continued down the card with the statement and times to go to the bathroom.  She kept reading the card over and over getting the times in her mind and the time she last went to the bathroom. She took it to her room with her but before going to her room, she had to check off the last success. (I Did It!) It was interesting as she read and studied the card but what was the most interesting is at five minutes after the time written on the card for the next trip to the bathroom, she automatically got up and went to the bathroom.  Now you have to understand, time is an issue for people with Alzheimer’s so for her to get up at five minutes after the time that was written on the card proves how “subby” responds to solving any problem if we know how to direct it.  “Subby” was being directed and the destination was reached!!

I am so grateful for the Master Key program and for the mental house-cleaning process that is creating routine developing good habits in my life that I have power over circumstances.  Think about it, my Mother had power over her circumstances. This power is from within, but we cannot receive it unless we give it.  Use is the condition upon which we hold this inheritance.  The more we use our “subby,” the stronger our mental strength becomes.  We have the ability to all power what ever our circumstances.  All we need to do is “direct it.” How will you direct your “subby.”  Pecorelli Power creating and recreating and directing!  On to week 6.

Oh my – Week 4!!! Last week I felt so much harmony.  I also attended a work conference in Orlando, Florida.  Beautiful weather and travel, a change of pace being with friends in a positive energetic, spontaneous atmosphere. I took a red eye direct flight arriving at 4 a.m.  While waiting for my room, joined a group of friends in a jazzercise class changing into my exercise clothes behind a curtain!!  Gotta do, what you gotta do!!  I was concerned about my Master Key and how to fit everything in with my conference schedule.  After jazzercise, I sat and read. I wasn’t as consistent as I’d been at  home. Tell me to read something three times daily and I do it!!  Sunday, meetings were over and I had time alone in my room and read and felt like I was getting back on track.  I missed the webinar so I knew I needed to catch up. Started looking at my DMP revision and thinking about feelings that were missing in the DMP.  Feelings, who has time to feel?  I do feel, I function more than feel.  Where are my feelings?  Buried alive??!!  Where is the Law of Dual Thought? Tuesday and Wednesday, I stayed up until 1 a.m. listening and learning. I felt it was worth it as I’m 100% in but Thursday all chaos hit!! In addition to catching up, my two worlds of taking care of my 92 year old Mother and 2 grandchildren ages 3 and 5, all came together in commotion!!  Talk about over-worked!! Wow!!  If you could have been in my home, you would have been tired and I was!! I began going back to my old blue print and feeling like I failed. The perfectionist in me is now manifesting.  I was hearing a phrase my father always said, “If you can’t do it right, don’t do it at all!”  Not a minute to think clearly let alone get myself presentable for the day. Then it happened — “THE SIT.”  I was able to think about what I did do. As I read, “over-work or over-play or over bodily activity of any kind produces conditions of mental apathy and stagnation which makes it impossible to do the more important work which results in a realization of conscious power.  We should, therefore, seek the Silence frequently.  Power comes through repose; it is in the Silence that we can be still and when we are still, we can think and THOUGHT is the secret of all attainment.”   Repose, the stillness, tranquility, the state of rest and as I sat, I rested and today the harmony has returned.

What have I learned from this experience? Let go mentally and flow,  remove the tension, and hurriedness, eliminating out of control feelings and return to clear thinking and be open to satisfaction and joy through that serene peace that comes when we are calm, orderly and full of faith and hope. Then we return to being loving and receptive to the Spirit, positive and alive in the moment. My feelings were being manifested.

The power of self-denial is not success. I wasn’t taking care of myself to help the others in my life.  We cannot give unless we get.  I struggled being of service as I had not taken care of myself and I couldn’t be helpful as I did not feel strong. Self-denial has been part of my life for too long! I eliminate self-denial.

Exercise for mental strength the same way as we exercise for physical strength.  Make mental exercise a “good habit” and the more I practice, it is pleasure and brings peace within. The Hurry Syndrome is opposite of Christ-like traits. A lot to do? Slow down and listen to the Gift God has given us.

The most important thing I learned is, I am in control. I can STOP whatever is going on in my life and take time to THINK, create new THOUGHTS and realize I am in charge –  not my EMOTIONS. My emotions must be addicted to stress and those 40 billion cells were working overtime and I was not creating, but responding!  I eliminate the destructive behaviors that controlled my thoughts and create new “thoughts that fire together to wire together.” SIT, BE STILL and CREATE.  I CREATE my day and produce “good habits,” reforming who I am for intimate tomorrows. PecorelliPower on to week 5.

I don’t know about you but my morning shower showers me with many thoughts that seem clearer than some other times of the day.  As the clean clear water is pouring over my mind and body, it’s like spiritual “living water” penetrating my soul.  Thoughts become clear like the clean clear water. It’s a quiet time like a “sit.” This morning on my computer I was listening to a Spiritual talk while I showered. I was feeling harmony, listening about how to love and eliminate fear through my Savior.  I was feeling a pleasing consistent whole as I listened. Suddenly  something happened to disrupt this feeling and the clear powerful thoughts I was feeling.  My phone began to ring which also rings through my computer interrupting the talk and my thoughts as I was listening.  All I could hear was uninterrupted noise ringing from my phone and ringing through my computer. Total confusion, ringing, thoughts and the talk all running at the same time! My thought was, I am missing something very important with all this ringing noise. I could not push this noise away as I was still in the shower.  I could not turn it off but I knew it would be a brief moment before it stopped. I thought about what I’ve been learning. “I can overcome any adverse condition by the power of my thoughts.” I had two thoughts.  First, it would stop.  Second, I could rewind and replay the talk so my adverse experience was made positive.  It’s like rewind.  Am I rewinding my “subby?” For over 3 years, I have lived in confusion.  What do I want? Who am I really since my husband passed away?  In this life, I no longer am his wife but I know I am a Child of God. Through connecting to my “subby”, I am learning what He wants for me. I’m writing my movie now!  I am pounding barriers to pieces that previously have felt hopeless. I’m beginning to see clearly. I will do and do and do until I have developed the “good habit” that I am a slave to and it is “pleasurable.” With the Master Key I am learning the “HOW” to manifest what I want. I feel hope deciding what I really want for the rest of my life and have the belief, I will achieve!! I now am mentally concentrating on objects of my desires to manifest what I want. A favorite movie we always watched is “What A Girl Wants” and I now know what I want. I do believe in miracles as I’ve experienced many.  I am strong and feeling powerful “Letting My Light Shine” adding to more Pecorelli Power!

This week has been hectic but very enlightning with my Master Key experiences. I know when I am making changes in my life, there is always opposition. This is not discouraging to me as I have come to understand it can be part of the process for change, especially when I am trying to change for good. I am sticking to my new habits and I’m feeling the habits starting to stick to my subconscious.  I have learned the subconscious does not debate so I know if I’m debating, it’s my conscious or outward person.  I also know  my subconscious knows all truth therefore does not need to debate nor analyze. My goal is to recognize the difference between the two and with this weeks experiences, I’m beginning to recognize the difference and “Do it, Now.” I’m grateful to be learning these principles that have been taught the last 2 weeks and it’s just the beginning! I’ve been obsessed with this program!! I’ve been wondering what my real purpose in life is since my husband passed away three years ago. What was I suppose to do?  Who am I now without him?  We owned a business together for over 20 years, working together daily. We became one in so many ways that it was hard to be just me without him. He was part of my life for over 54 years.  Now there is just me, but this week, I found my Dharma – my purpose through the sit process and my thoughts.  It’s not hard for me to control my thoughts, but what I learned is, it was hard for my mind to be still to hear my “subby”.  In week 1 as I sat still, I thought this is a good time to communicate with the divine and I did.  Week 2, I found as my mind was still, the divine could communicate with me.  My mind was opened for a few moments at a time but as I continued the sit, it would open again a few moments at a time, over and over.  I don’t know if Chakra’s are part of the Master Key, but for the first time in a long time, I was able to connect with Chakra colors in my mind.  Not only was this peaceful but the next day, my subconscious told me exactly what I should do with the rest of my life.  It all fit into place.  It felt comfortable.  I could see myself doing what I was feeling. I feel I’ve been prepared for this purpose a good part of my life. I knew how to write my DMP because I could finally see it and it all included my PPN’s, which was interesting as I thought I’d pick a certain two.  When I closed my eyes as instructed and then picked two, one was different than I thought before.  Now, to be honest, I’m not sure how it will all be accomplished, but as I said, I know my subconscious knows all truth.  I have been shown my truth so I will trust in my “subby” to receive direction, wisdom, etc. as I continue to learn and accomplish my truth through this Master Key experience. My PecorelliPower is beginning to come forth!!

My journey has begun and I do have good company and guidance on this journey of change, improvement, developing good habits to enhance my life and feel the PecorelliPower!! Power from within not from without. Power that I have always known I have, but not how to use it to my full potential. I have been observing myself this week.  My bad habits that I need to exchange for good habits. I have learned it’s invigorating to dream.  To dream about what I want and my potential or I should say, my full potential.  That full potential I have always felt and wanted but was unaware of how to accomplish the feat! In this quest of discovery, I am learning to balance my time for myself between my business, those I take care of, and with my study of who I am to become. Today during my time with myself, I felt I had read what I was reading before, a different time and place but in the same room as I was in today. And so, my journey begins.

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton